I don’t understand- he has a fear of being thrown away bc of his parents, and he doesn’t want to be thrown away by the person he loves bc he thinks its inevitable. So he decides to throw him away first to protect himself from that pain, while inflicting that same pain to the person he loves? Idk… this had the perfect amount of angst and fluff, until uke decided to fuck and dump him and then run away. It got irritating fast. Seme a champ tho for being so mf patient.
I think he's an anxious-avoidant
At least “father” seems to consent to these monthly rituals…
I wished that yandere side of him showed up early to make this less of a boring read
I agree. I guess maybe the author was hoping for a shock factor? But it just made Shima seem pretty bland until then
Not to defend Shima but he has his boring side probably due to holding back too much
Ayo bruh my comment got cut off
-aoba probably noticed hus gazes. Like in chap4 he said Shima doesn't show his soft gazes on him but his intense gazes are always directed on him.
Binged in one go! It was ok, I was expecting more maybe bc I came in with high high expectations from all the love ppl have for this so the reality didn’t hit my high mark. Idk I hate how seme was the butt of every situation like he had the short end of the stick the entire story and catered to the whims of the uke.
I usually love a reasonable, green flag, communicative seme, but for once I wanted him to blow up. Being constantly pushed away to the point of getting injured bc uke doesn’t want to be seen with PDA with him had me feeling hurt for him. How uke was so soft on those twins when he thought they liked him or when he was aware being close to them might make his bf jealous but couldn’t be firm with them. Talking shit about his bf behind his back, he said he doesn’t mean it, but it’s still a crap thing to even consider, and seme was hurt and didn’t blow up. I mean green forest but damn unsatisfactory. When he lied about going on that blind date, then randomly broke up with his bf bc of his trauma… and seme was the one putting in effort to maintain the relationship after too. PS I’m not one to say what causes trauma to ppl or not but I thought stepmom and his dad were abusive, turns out they’re caring and sweet and uke was just comfortable with the divorce leading to his trauma…
Also, this is just me lol but I didn’t like how the author gave all these “love interests” to uke, who has a promiscuous past, and only gave the virgin seme one… and that one was seen annoyingly close to uke to incite misunderstanding.
I’m getting anxious that there might me another surprise rape, anyone know if this got spoilers???
Its a healing story for me but ya its not explicit or ml tho
The mc’s are so decent… to indecent people. Like I’ll be the bigger and better person yknow? Always hated when ppl took that route.
I can excuse familicide, but draw the line at rape. Lmao jokes aside, I lowkey wouldn’t have read this if I knew there was rape… it’s not tagged that on Baka-updates so u thought “black flag seme that doesn’t rape? Hell yeah!” But nope typical blk seme behavior.
Just saw your comment on the feeds posts, and saw the “typical blk seem behavior first”
*seme
Lmao NOOO