kizu's activites

I genuinely don't know how to be an adult and it terrifies me. My family are willing to get me a job but I'm scared that I would fail as an adult. The more I think about this, the more I'm scared to step forward. I can't even do what I truly want without feeling like I failed as a normal adult.

Well, I don't know why I'm writing here right now or even if it's venting but. I don't really know what's happening in my life right now, people at my age are focusing on their life at college, having fun with their friends but I take a academic break, 1 year. And still, right now, I don't know if I should enroll. Is it laziness? Is it emptiness? I......

I hate you so much. You always play the victim. It's always my fault. You ask why I never talk to you anymore but u never even once considered that it might be you. I can't even tell anyone how many times I committed because of u. The one time you were lucky to find out, you would not shut up about me being selfish. Bitch please. You already threa......

I just feel like the world is so tiring now, like everyone wants everything to be perfect, people around me are already planning their future while I'm still stuck being no one. I don't really know if I'm mentally ill yet but everytime people do something i just thought that i should just die, it is not a healthy mind set but it's just feel right f......

I wish life had a save and quit button in the menu bro who designed this shitty game without a pause option like I don’t wanna stop completely (which would be basically kms), i just need to stop time and walk away for a little while, maybe eat some ice cream on a couch in the void n take a nap and I’ll be good. I just need a break bro I’ve ......