Maury's Topics (7)

try lilith? it's bdsm ish

I already read that give more

try best friends?

"just right there" is pretty good too

I dont know if it fits the criteria but
What does the fox say is also good

Serenade is pretty good too

Not because the ML is unredeemable??

Lmaoo noo honestly my mindset already fucked up cause I also wish she was a sadist, which then I would root for the pair ;)

dude, u can't decide who you fall in love with, besides 'the weak moral' that u're talking about doesn't exist since bella didn't decide to forgive him YET. Plus, did she have any choice for the matter on being Azar?#－.－)

Yeah just like what garlic bread said haha.

And Are we really reading the same thing? Hahaha

Maybe it's cause i havent read it in a while but for me this is different from the other ones ive read that are more stressful.
She isnt like the other FLs in chinese manhuas that says they hate the dude
But be weirdly tsundere about their feelings or actions (and not the adorable moe kind, but the more stressful headache kind.)

And in reality it really is hard for other people to just suddenly stop hating someone they love.

did you not see the details or something?

She didnt just suddenly forgives him and "decides to 'fuck it I’ll just be his girl after all' " like what u say

You are only saying these things cause we're just spectators of their lives/story

Since we are just readers. We already know that they (might) get together in the end.

bella hates him, he wants him to suffer even tho she likes him. You can see it everytime she sees him hahahaha
She even ignores him or play around with his feelings in a way just so he is emotionally hurt.(which is btw not enough bec of what she went thru)

And... I cant remember if she wants him dead so i cant really discuss about that but i do remember them talking about their feelings in a ball/ party

Like they acknowledged both their feelings. she gives him a chance but that doesnt mean she forgives him... I cant explain it well but do you know those moments where you just want them to feel what you felt. Let them really repent and shit and not like what he's doing recently that really pisses her off and me as well hahaha...

Like he's just doing thing for the sake of being forgiven and not really repenting on his actions and shit or something

Wait what was my point again..?
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that justifies how toxic they're being to each other and in my opinion it really just feels like she decides to just go fuck it because she didn't think it over as much as she should've in terms of is this good for me, will it make me feel better or more satisfied, am i okay with doing this potentially for the rest of my life, will i end up regretting it etc. But it really is easy to go from loving someone to hating them if u were in her position (unless you enjoy being emotionally and physically in pain for like 4yrs ) but Bella's brain is just built different at this point cuz if she really did want revenge she would've waited till she was done being azar and left w/ a different man like Eden (i don't like him 2 but he's better that that ass of an emperor) and the emperor just needs to fall of a cliff because what he's feeling is mostly remorse not love. he feels terribly bad abt what he did but in reality nothing he does is ever going to make up for what he did to her not to mention that if he really did love her he wouldn't be chasing her like that but instead understanding her and giving her the space and freedom she needs without emotionally pressuring her so it shows the line between love and remorse is thin.

U right u right

You're really good at objectively analyzing the story and us readers too. We need people to be more like that! In my opinion that makes reading all different kinds of stories even more interesting. One still feels the love or hate towards certain characters or situations but is also able to understand the bigger picture and circumstances. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

Yah same