The fact tht he had to inform the partner before abortion. Wht even is tht. Shouldn't it be his wish whether he keeps the baby or not, it's his body and its not like they are married to each other. Plus the pregnancy happened cuz of contraception failure, an abortion is never questioned if it's cuz of contraception failure. Also, saying tht is unstable to abort in first 2 weeks. Wht bull shit. Its safer in the early pregnancy. Idk if they are trying to get away with this cuz it is omega verse and all but it feels to much like a plot device to get our mc to be pregnant for longer and"lie" about it to ml. I don't want this to turn into abuse after lies and misunderstandings. Anyway. Let's see how the story goes
Guys im not a gooner but like.. share some big boob mommies...(or guys..
for some reason i really fear becoming like our mc. the "is it hard to love the lacking me as I am" line really hit hard cuz no one's actually gonna match your freak like tht irl most of the time and i really fear incompetency like wht if u remain as incompetent as ever, stuck in the same place with no progress. thts my biggest fear kinda. it fills me with anxiety. looking back in the past 10 years and realising tht u did nothing of 'worth' (idk wht the definition of this so called worth is tho). on the other hand ML is like so determined and patient, he waited 10 years to reach where he is rn. sigh. i forgot my point. anyway good chapter!
tht was bittersweet. i didnt expect to feel so much. like i feel like sobbing. there is something lonely about this. he keeps repeating without any new check points. and poor uke doesnt even remember any other timeline. seme is just living without actually living when he isnt with the uke and idk i resonate with his loneliness, the monotonous nature of life, the same old routines, and somehow thts depressign to even think about much less live tht. i feel bad. i wish this was longer or had been explored more. but its also perfect as a bittersweet short story.
The father doesn't even realise that he's terrorising his own son. The first image tht comes to his mind when he thinks of his son is when he's fidgeting cuz his father ,ie, himself, makes him nervous and he thinks that's our mcs personality. Wow. Im annoyed beyond my mind. Uyun teach him a lesson !!!!!
Lovely read once again. I remember I was in 8th grade when I first read this and I went around telling my friends of the new word I learnt through bl. "Mysophobia" but the official translations went with germaphobe I see.
well, since im reading passion raga, i know xinliu gets fked real bad and his eye too. but im curious how it happens exactly
He's enjoying it i think. Or maybe he's just a massive m and his childhood filter of rosa is filtering the abuse too much? I feel like if we get his pov again, it's gonna be a while other discussion
Welcome To Heartbreak
When one of them has feelings but the other one
doesn’t yet and they go thru that process.
orrr anytime one of them fucks up and hurts the others
feelings.
Overall, we luv a crawling regretful seme/uke :)
i love that feeling of hurt and heart clenching pain
misunderstandings and angst
The regret just feels so GOOD
*my comments most likely have spoilers… read cautiously
sometimes i’ll add a song that i feel fits the story
rec plz
Does anyone know which chapter is ch 45 in the novel? I can't wait for updates anymore I need to read the novel.
every chapter is a fucking comedy. lollll. i love this seriees so muchh










