Ye I know what you mean, suddenly losing years of your reading feels weird but it might be an addiction if it impacts you so much, maybe a little withdrawal will be good for you and I mean in the kindest way possible 2 reply
Made an account in 2020 after manga rock shutdown (I mourn you everyday my love) but have read some things here even before that, my first was probably pet keiyaku lol reply
did regret life decision
did have daddy issues
