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BIG TW WARNING
I’m also a victim of csa and the worst thing is most victims are sexually assaulted by those who are most close to them…my abuser unfortunately was my older brother of four years and it went on for years. I haven’t went for therapy or police about it and I’m so grateful for my brain for blocking most of what went down (I only see glimpses). All fucking pedos should die and never see heaven and I’m only glad I didn’t kill him by my own hands but my parents blamed me and beat the absolute shit outta me for it even tho I was only 12 and groomed and trained to be scared of him since I was 9. And idk the term for it but there was no flight or fight response there. I only hope that one day I can be able to talk to a therapist about cuz it’s been 12 yrs since then