I haven't cried this much for a long time like I know some part of me want to appreciate the uniqueness of the story but wtaf that freaking hurts????????? I READ 82 CHAPTERS JUST TO OVERTHINK THAT SOMEHOW IT IS NOT PRESIDENT MO THAT'S GOING TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR SEC. XIAO LOVE'S JOURNEY EVEN AFTER ALL HE DID OR WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN THEM???!??!?! just stabbed me thru the heart bcs I'm really going to overthink this too much especially at what his sister says to Director Tao about Sec. Xiao finding (another) nice person (something like that) as if President Mo isn't the nicest out there ༼;´༎ ༎༽. istg this leave for a side stories to happen based on the mom's convo but damn why such ending like this wouldn't happen in the story you hope so to happen. Moreover, I was already crying before the last chapter but damn THAT SKETCH OF PRESIDENT MO TO SEC XIAO HAD ME REALLY SOBBING SO HARD I COULDN'T BREATHE (since I was trying so hard not to make a noise so my mom wouldn't wake up and see me crying hard bcs I was reading abt these two who wants to be together but life is suffering so they couldn't) THAT PART WAS REALLY HARD TO SCROLL DOWN BCS I WOULD BE GETTING FLASHBACKS OF THEIR MOMENTS TOGETHER AND I CAN'T BCS I THOUGHT THIS WAS 83 CHAPTERS AND THEN I HAD TO SEE "THE END" and everything was ....
I picked this up again bcs I have accidentally saw this and got curious about why I left it in my "reading list" but I guess I should have let my curiosity fly away. It was freaking frustrating to read those ch 1 to 4 or 5 was so hard to read it was a hellish phase I never want to go back. The power of decision making is leaving Misono's body (WTAF) and the way the r*** is handled in this story I just really can't. Thankfully at least the ending was a bit bearable and kind of at least put my heart and mind to rest but damn 6 years of separation and Misono did not pursue is swimming career. Tho liked it that Hirose did not change that much at all on how he act towards Misono when he's being cute during the 6 years (although he definitely did age and look a bit more matured but Misono couldn't relate bcs how the f is he still looks the same??? or is it just my eyes)
AAAAAAAA it has been years since it was updated vnidcjiefjdj also couldn't help myself not to open the link provided in the comments to scan the other chapters in another website (tho it is in Russian language) and it just blew my mind how this is really such an interesting story, really hoping for someone to pick this up (i mean i'm glad someone updated this but the translation :((( like even tho i'm not in the position to be picky considering i'm reading this here but yep)
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spoiler!!!
ps: i'm not 100% sure but I think it is not Nachi's brother that Aoki has bitten or bonded but rather the author of the book "Heat Haze" (the one who shows up @ch4 like the one who makes it possible for Haruta to attend the ball) also the other e4 member the one who is doing archery he is literally a sus I mean why would he wear a wig on that particular chapter tho did not bother to use google translate just to see in the future (if this will be picked up) to know if I'm wrong with my suspicion towards him bcs an't no way he is being taken for granted (by they say people like Tsuji who has ambition to be e4)
this is so good!!! utterly beautiful in any way aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa really yagi sensei is such a great author and artist, almost done binge reading all of their works bcs is just too great to pass and be stuck on tbr also that first panel of Tensei licking Makito san neck IT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD AND THAT WAS FREAKING SO HOT
PS: gonna start manifesting for this to have a sequel or another volume bcs ain't no way I believe their story is done (i just really want to see and know more about them pls)
Gonna try to pretend the fact that Kei tried befriend the mfa did not happened. I mean why would he try to go over there again and would say such things like befriending him LIKE THAT A**HOLE reason for doing that to Nanase was so freaking fucked up. Nothing will ever justify the things he did. Istg such existence of that mf disgusts me
PS: tho the arts at the end was utterly beautiful except for that one art adkskdksksjs
I almost cried when I want to read this so bad but couldn't remember the title and couldn't find it at first in my "my reading" list but then when I finally able to find and read them I cried a lot (damn, menstrual cycle) but yep still waiting for this to get updated so I can see more of Kouta he is just so friggin CUTEEEE!!! also Tsukasa he looks hella fine