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Graphic Rape was my first time as a kid and I guess I share the same insecurities. But I do learn that no matter what happens, life goes on. It may be tough but I was able to learn from it. Forgive, surrender to empathy, deal with daily cptsd

Although I have experienced alot of it in my life, I know that this place is a teaching zone. Many things that break you remake you into something more. Instead of holding myself to standards of society when it comes to living life. I just realized that somethings are ment for just you. And I healed alone, I still feel the awkward feeling when people come into my aura and fighting the urge to stare at them. I still look to deeply into the eyes of men searching for answers during sex, and I still talk to the stars as if I feel this little body and it's burdens make me value the unknowns. I slowly remade my own purity into something personal.

It's been seven years since any physical activity, but with in this time I have found alot of answers and I slowly learned how to begin the journey to answer the new questions. This manga is more realistic in it's storytelling when it comes to dark matters I have personally faced. I have high hopes to see something really cool out of this.

Not a happy ending but a ending where we see both characters grow with the hint of a possible connection. And make a sequel checking in on them in a few years to reconnect. Just to give them some time to heal, and find themselves with out the influence of other's morals damaging their healing process.

But we will see ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Ok. I'm a Dom (like, an actual person who's done BDSM relationships), and I would never do what he did. My sub's comfort is my number one priority and if I create a situation where my sub feels unsafe and anxious, that means I've failed as a Dom.

Abandonement is something you NEVER hang over your sub's (or anyone's really) head like that. If my sub did what Puppy-kun did here, I would stop the session full stop, calm him down and then talk. I would need to know what happened and what triggered his distress so I could in the future create a situation where he feels safer.

The contract itself is exceptionally shady since there was no safe word introduced and it implied the sub is not allowed to say no. But the top's reaction to his sub's obvious distress is IMHO a bigger red flag. That's just straight up emotionally abusive.

Still waiting for the day yaoi writers ACTUALLY do their homework before writing stories about "BDSM" relationships. Smh.

I want ro read the novel.so anyone knows the link?