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This chapter gave me so much second hand embarrassment! But I loved it so much!!

I don't get how Giovanni is being manipulative...
Someone help me understand but I don't think this is being manipulative. This isn't being toxic either. Imo, this is just having trauma and abandonment issues.

Giovanni just doesn't want to be abandoned, and that's fine. Tbh, it's also trauma from when he was a child. He doesn't want it to happen again but instead of his family leaving him, his lover leaves him. I don't think you'd want your love of your life to abandon you either.

He's scared Felix will leave him. He's scared Felix will just say, "Well, you're fine now! Time to leave! Nice knowing you!"
Which we ALL know that isn't going to happen, but think of this through Giovanni's perspective! He can't read Felixs' mind like we do. Giovanni doesn't know what Felix is thinking, but WE do. Which is why y'all needa understand why this is so hard on Giovanni. We get to read their minds. But they can't read each others. I think Giovanni knows Felix won't leave him, it's just he doesn't want to take the risk.

I think trust has a bit of play into this, but I think love is taking the lead. I'm not sure, we'll just have to keep reading and see what happens.

Hope this manhwa doesn't end with Giovanni getting the procedure and there ends the story and they live happily ever after and get married. I want more of them tbh.... hope we can continue reading this, much love towards the author.