I told my mum for the first time after she said something weird homophobic bs,she ignored me and she also isn’t homophobic ive talked with her about it so but i think both of my parents probably know and they have nothing against lgbtq its still so weird tho my mum said so many homophobic things but turns out she was at a lesbian club back in her...... 5 reply
I only like to cry when i decided to cry for myself and not my mum abusing me the abusive cry shit hurts like its just constantly painful and you wanna jump out of a window but the crying that i decide for myself is like a release of stress the thing is i am not able to cry well if it isn’t a sad story or mitski even overthinking doesn’t help o...... 1 reply
Ah yes i remember when i was like 10 i tried to jump out of a window bc my parents couldn’t stop fighting and my best friend who was 14 at that time stole my bf (basically i am gay now anyway) but it was just a "prank" but i got a panic attack while we were on the phone and they told me that they were "together" and i threw things and started to ...... 2 reply
Yeah i think everyone has thought about it at least once well i actually tried it multiple times but it didn’t work I’m not sure if should be happy to still be here or not.
Everything is very strange right now, i don’t even feel real anymore.
the days just pass and pass and everything is the same.
I’m honestly going insane.
Also being abuse...... reply
I tried my best to make it look like me even tho have thicker bangs or whatever that is XD (i actually have a choker like that so i def wanted to use ut) reply
did plans for the future
did read 1000 manga or more
