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I totally agree. The part that bothered me was that he continued to run away. Which, in my book, is selfish. I'm a face everything head on or drop it and forget it completely kind of person. If there is a problem that warrants discussion, I want to sit down and bang out ideas and feelings like I'm brainstorming. Which can drive people nuts because, as I'm slinging ideas and feelings around in my head, they are also pouring out of my mouth. So, in one breath I might agree and in the next, I'll disagree... but you will hear how and why I changed my mind. LOL The only things I drop and forget are conversations going nowhere and insults/offenses once they are apologized for and forgiven. I hate to bottle up emotion. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a "fly off the handle at every little thing" kind of person, but if the issue is big enough that I can't drop and forget it, I want to discuss it. I compartmentalize and prioritize everything. If it fits in one "box", it can't go anywhere but that "box". So, if it doesn't fit in the "drop and forget box", it goes directly into the "discuss box". If it goes in the "drop and forget box", it's gone, done, over with and forgotten. My mother could hold a grudge over the tiniest things and she held on for dear life. She even held a grudge against my brother for taking her out to eat Chinese food (She hated Chinese food) until the day she died! He was barred from her funeral for it!! I shit you not! I refuse to be like that. It's stupid and a horrible waste of time and energy. If I discuss a problem with someone, even if we continue to disagree, I want to hear them out and I want them to hear me out. Agreeing isn't always the only possible outcome. Sometimes just understanding is enough.

Yes. Haru was really selfish. And towards his best friend worst of all. I got really angry at the whole trophy thing. It was unnecessary and quite malicious. I didn't like the part mainly because I was once in a same situation as Haru. A friend of mine kissed me out of the blue. It was my first kiss and it was also my worst moment. My only regret so far (thank god). You see, it felt awful, like an attack. And I ran away. Later on I acted really awkward around him and tried to avoid him without an explanation or acknowledging anything that had happened. And so I lost a friend. It was a disservice to his friendship and quite rude. I should have told him. Talked to him but I didn't. I'm usually not a coward. But I still don't know why, I never actually talked to him about it.
So seeing Haru making the same mistake was bad. But doing it knowingly and willingly was even worst.
I'm a socially awkward person since as long as I can remember. Most of my relationship are superficial at best. The only way I'll break my relationship with you is if you betray my trust or if you stop trying. I'm not so good at holding grudges. If I have a problem with someone I tend to sit on it. Analyse every possible aspect and then act if I still have a problem with that person which usually doesn't happen. Usually it's bad, since I tend to be brutally honest and can't express my ideas very well, but that's me trying to salvage a relationship. A good part of my family is just like your mother. They don't talk to each other since years ago and I really don't wanna end up like them. So if I value the person, you can bet your ass that I'd do everything in my power to amend things.

me too!!!!