Overrated af. It used to be a compelling story but over the middle of the plot, the author unnecessarily tried to make it deep when it is shallow af. Both Kou and Natsume don't love each other, they are lusting over the illusion of loving each other and how SpEcIaL they are.
This was really good, I read it all night and it was fine. I'm just mad she chose kou after all otomo had done for her, imo they should've been end game cause why tf was ntr suddenly added. Also I hate kou lol, he still seems like he has nooo feelings at all for MC (I already forgot her name) Also the nude photo thing, what the actual fuck?? Honestly only loved otomo in this. Seriously, he deserves better.
I knew finishing this would take a few years off my life in the first 20chapters nonstop crying and feeling mad at characters but I know I can’t blame them for their actions.. it’s really written beautifully you can feel all the emotions they’re feeling ughhhhh natsume my girl didn’t deserve all this
This was such a compelling tale still feeling dazed, I got so invested that I feel like crying and vomiting at the same time, It was all to bittersweet but I guess that’s how it is supposed to feel like to live life with such an intensity just like a natural force wreaking a havoc and shaking you to your core, to feel love (dependance, obsession) like that, is something that I quite frankly wold never like to experience … it makes me extremely scared; also It is pretty admirable the fact that those two (natsume and kou) were able to become functional members of society. Can only wish to have the mental fortitude of Ootomo and kana …
amazing story but honestly i didn’t like kou. not only did he rape her while she was still with otomo but he was constantly being so cruel and vague. you’d have to be a masochist to be in love with someone so difficult? i wish natsume had gotten a happy ending with otomo. i get the sense that as long as natsume and kou are together they would just keep causing each other pain, like an endless cycle lol. but i connected with this dark story and it’s writing and the beautiful art anyways
she got married to kou, I think 55 because thats when her light that shes always wanted kinda strayed off and the kid who calls him step bro is kou’s mother’s sister’s kid, so technically his cousin
thank you!! but since you’ve read it, do you think kou loved natsume or cared at least? jackie ღ
yes i really think he did, and i think it's the reason why he wanted to put a distance between each other- because he thought he would darken her light, and that he would ruin what potential she had ! (short answer, we can talk more if you'd like !!)
yes i really think he did, and i think it's the reason why he wanted to put a distance between each other- because he thought he would darken her light, and that he would ruin what potential she had ! (short an... v05
yess please!! i’m sorry if i’m bothering you know, it’s because i feel like he really did care or her but also didn’t know how to express his emotions very good
yess please!! i’m sorry if i’m bothering you know, it’s because i feel like he really did care or her but also didn’t know how to express his emotions very good jackie ღ
yes that's exactly what i think happened:•) i think he was so afraid of being a bad impact on her life, he tried creating a distance, and then at some point i think he was afraid of actually losing her so he tried pulling her back, and then he got clarity and realized doing this was just preventing natsume from being what he knew she could be, so he made her promise not to meet again. but when he realized how much they loved each other, but at the same time wanted to have a healthy relationship with her, he said they could meet when they were at their respectable moments etc. et.c does this help ?
yes that's exactly what i think happened:•) i think he was so afraid of being a bad impact on her life, he tried creating a distance, and then at some point i think he was afraid of actually losing her so he ... v05
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Overrated af. It used to be a compelling story but over the middle of the plot, the author unnecessarily tried to make it deep when it is shallow af. Both Kou and Natsume don't love each other, they are lusting over the illusion of loving each other and how SpEcIaL they are.
This was really good, I read it all night and it was fine. I'm just mad she chose kou after all otomo had done for her, imo they should've been end game cause why tf was ntr suddenly added. Also I hate kou lol, he still seems like he has nooo feelings at all for MC (I already forgot her name) Also the nude photo thing, what the actual fuck?? Honestly only loved otomo in this. Seriously, he deserves better.
I knew finishing this would take a few years off my life in the first 20chapters nonstop crying and feeling mad at characters but I know I can’t blame them for their actions.. it’s really written beautifully you can feel all the emotions they’re feeling ughhhhh natsume my girl didn’t deserve all this
i understand this story is gross and filthy, but the emotions portrayed are so compelling. i rlly believe kou was a lil god
This was such a compelling tale still feeling dazed, I got so invested that I feel like crying and vomiting at the same time, It was all to bittersweet but I guess that’s how it is supposed to feel like to live life with such an intensity just like a natural force wreaking a havoc and shaking you to your core, to feel love (dependance, obsession) like that, is something that I quite frankly wold never like to experience … it makes me extremely scared; also It is pretty admirable the fact that those two (natsume and kou) were able to become functional members of society.
Can only wish to have the mental fortitude of Ootomo and kana …
I've justvstarted this and omg that camera man is a right pedo, she's 12 and you wanna take her nude pic naaaa man
its a great story but they definately did some traumatising shitz- glad everyone got their happy (=・ω・=) ending
amazing story but honestly i didn’t like kou. not only did he rape her while she was still with otomo but he was constantly being so cruel and vague. you’d have to be a masochist to be in love with someone so difficult? i wish natsume had gotten a happy ending with otomo. i get the sense that as long as natsume and kou are together they would just keep causing each other pain, like an endless cycle lol. but i connected with this dark story and it’s writing and the beautiful art anyways
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So did you and Natsume get married in the end? I got confused at the end of the chapter. Please, someone, explain it to me
Who the heck is her husband?
Why did they get married at 55?
Who the kid that calls his stepbro?
she got married to kou, I think 55 because thats when her light that shes always wanted kinda strayed off and the kid who calls him step bro is kou’s mother’s sister’s kid, so technically his cousin
Imagine having a happy and healthy relationship just to go back with your mentally unstable and emotionally unavailable ex. Otomo best boy
so i reread this but the drawing Kou did was natsume right ?
yes
sorry for the late reply but thank you for letting me know!!! also i love your pfp !! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
no problem !! and thank you:•)) i love your pfp too !
thank you!! but since you’ve read it, do you think kou loved natsume or cared at least?
yes i really think he did, and i think it's the reason why he wanted to put a distance between each other- because he thought he would darken her light, and that he would ruin what potential she had ! (short answer, we can talk more if you'd like !!)
yess please!! i’m sorry if i’m bothering you know, it’s because i feel like he really did care or her but also didn’t know how to express his emotions very good
yes that's exactly what i think happened:•) i think he was so afraid of being a bad impact on her life, he tried creating a distance, and then at some point i think he was afraid of actually losing her so he tried pulling her back, and then he got clarity and realized doing this was just preventing natsume from being what he knew she could be, so he made her promise not to meet again. but when he realized how much they loved each other, but at the same time wanted to have a healthy relationship with her, he said they could meet when they were at their respectable moments etc. et.c does this help ?
yes!! thank you so much!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧