mmem's manga / #Sweet(372)

c42 realizes he likes him; c43 break up; c48 4 yrs later; Honestly seme acted like I probably would’ve when leading uke was leaving. Just regretting and unable to express his feelings, held back by his cowardice.

c6-7/9 smex

About living

c32 finds out he’s a dream demon; c33 lets not meet again; c35 run into each other by chance, refuses to let him go; 39 doesn’t understand why he isn’t angry at him for lying; c40 tries to scare him w tentacles but ends up molesting him lol; c42 kisses him to get him to stay lol; c48 finally explains to him what a dream demon is; c49 realizes he has feelings for him after comparing relationship to cousins relationship w gf; c53 gets drunk, upset uke's avoiding him and end up making out; c57 touches demon form; c58 refuses to eat his dreams bc of his health/not sure if he should confess or not; c60 fortune telling reading on his health; c64 confess & get together, have smex off screen; c67 theme park date; c68 Ian’s observation journal; c70 go public; c71 introduces him to his mom; c73 tells him about hs friend he had a falling out w; c76 enters his dream; c77 turns his nightmare into a good dream, possibility of nightmare goes down from 100% to 97%; c78 illness gets worse; c79 dream sucking snake; c80 met each other when they were kids; c81 how snake entered him; c82 forgives him but he still feels guilt; c83 don’t forgive me; c88 meet witch & perform ceremony to return his vitality; c89 his thoughts on relationships before and after he fell in love; c90 witch’s past; c91 rings/run into ex friend who finally starts to get he was delusional; c95 caught in the act by parents, family not sure how to process them dating; c98 them afterwards; Special: cursing demon, keeps reuniting w his reincarnations only for them to die/turns out to be a prequel to main story, their previous life; c101-102 past reincarnations; c104 makes deal to die so he can live;

c16 how he ended unrequited love for crush & became friends w J; c17 tells him his ex was his unrequited love for yrs so now their relationship feels weird; c19 ML makes the first move to make up; c20 talk and make up; c22-23 smex; c26-27 office smex; c28 submits job application; c31-33 bareback Amex; c35-36 failed job interview bc of ML; c39-40 head of planning team 4 promotion; c41 afterwards/friend finds out about them/ML glad he didn’t know MC in college; c42-43 tricks MC into masturbating in front of entranceway; c44-45 smex;