mmem's manga / #break up(38)

c16 break up?; c26 cracks? Mental illness overwhelms him?; c33 accepts he was a replacement all along, ML spirals; c34 meet again in front of his apt; c36 smex; c52 tells him about dream of Harem, it does not go well, car crash happens; c55 not doing ok, can he love him; c56 last play performance;

c22 why he doesn’t date anymore; c73-74 side cp/raising a fish; s1 wants to keep him in something larger than a fish tank; s2 side cp; s3 skits lol cute; c81-82 side cp ML reminisces over his past; c83-85 side cp smex; c86 worried about MC, doesn’t want him to go through this; c93-94 side cp; c104 lets live together; s1-2 side cp

c42 realizes he likes him; c43 break up; c48 4 yrs later; Honestly seme acted like I probably would’ve when leading uke was leaving. Just regretting and unable to express his feelings, held back by his cowardice.

Up to c72 under title Miss You. Seme has just vanished and refused to tell uke what’s going on for some reason and I just don’t understand why. For the angst? To make uke “grow up” more? I just don’t get it and this series is extremely frustrating to read. c78-79 ML sends MC letter explaining his actions; c81 MC confesses to world his car accident/txts ML his reply; c83 5 yrs later; c84 updates on side characters;