mmem's manga / #crush stays unrequited(48)

c7 I like you; c8-9 ML’s past/how he fell for MC;

c42 realizes he likes him; c43 break up; c48 4 yrs later; Honestly seme acted like I probably would’ve when leading uke was leaving. Just regretting and unable to express his feelings, held back by his cowardice.

c21/22 tells him it’s over and he no longer has to sleep w him; c23-24 anxious thinking ML’s up to something but happy it’s over; c25 confused why he feels nothing for crush now/upset seeing ML’s kiss scene; c28 agonizes over crush telling him he has feelings for ML; c29 get together; c30 ML was acting on his friend’s advice to get MC;

c16 how he ended unrequited love for crush & became friends w J; c17 tells him his ex was his unrequited love for yrs so now their relationship feels weird; c19 ML makes the first move to make up; c20 talk and make up; c22-23 smex; c26-27 office smex; c28 submits job application; c31-33 bareback Amex; c35-36 failed job interview bc of ML; c39-40 head of planning team 4 promotion; c41 afterwards/friend finds out about them/ML glad he didn’t know MC in college; c42-43 tricks MC into masturbating in front of entranceway; c44-45 smex;