kei_k's manga / #Unrequited Love(292)

start: 05/2020 up: 05/09/20 ~ ch 19 05/13/20 ~ ch 22 07/04/20 ~ ch 33 07/23/20 ~ ch 34 08/15/20 ~ ch 36 02/08/21 ~ ch 50

start/fin: 05/11/20

start/fin: 05/12/20 SEQUEL TO: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/2345/ errr my head hurt a little from reading the words.. I mean I got a little confused. It's like some sentences are not related or jump from one thought to another. Well, I basically got the gist of it, but it was kinda difficult. Anyway, just glad to see them together in the end.

start/fin: 05/18/20 ~ end @ ch 6 I wish there were more chapters. Kinda didn't like knowing about Rin... and Ui being a player.. but it helped a lot that mangaka didn't show scenes of him being with other guys. It just kind of irks me if I had to visualize it or compare it with his current partner. But ofc, he was free to be with whoever he wanted when they weren't really together before. Just wanted to point this out, like I appreciate him not "comforting" Rin that night even though that would've been the norm if Natsu wasn't there. And about the issue of switching "roles" I get that he passed it off as a joke, but I wish he was more open to it. After all, uke used to be straight. He could've wanted to do it that way too. Oh well, to each their own. As long as they're happy and contented with each other. ('cos in other cases, their partner's refusal may lead them to find another guy who's willing to bottom for them..) [I mean, I get that BL/Yaoi is basically a fantasy genre for hetero females, but the others are simply like Shoujo/Josei manga where female MC is just changed to "male" .. Well, for more manly couples, others may suggest "bara" but I'm not really into that. I just want a BL/Yaoi manga where both partners are willing to compromise and keep an open mind about these things... /rant over]

start: 05/17/20 fin: 05/18/20 ~ END ch 50

LOVED IT!!! I loved their expressions as well~ Ahh, Yoshino's so beautiful... And I loved how mature he was yet so innocent... Ahh, and Rou, this guy~ he's too cute when his hair's down but also very charming when his hair's up.. I was also hurt the moment he stood up and acted like he's going over the other side of the bar.. I was hurt for Yoshino... His expression back then.. He was desperate but tried so hard not to let it on. But even when he tried to speak out his mind, he was rejected. I was hurt. But I'm glad he tried to move on and let Rou chase after him instead. It's nice to see him desperate for Yoshino too. XD Anyway, I wanted to see more of them being together... Really appreciate the art, it makes their expressions more beautiful. <3

start: 08/28/20 end: 08/29/20 ~ ch 5 [END]

start/end: 08/29/30

start/dropped: 09/06/20 @ ch 26 So I believe this actually ends at ch 30, but reading the spoilers, I don't want to actually see it anymore. It's enough to know what he did; I don't want to see the actual interference of the classic shoujo ex-girlfriend. I'm already satisfied with how things ended at ch 26 and will just imagine as I like, for what comes next. lol. I mean, it's not like I can't help it if he did it at a young age or whatever, but personally, I just.. Err.. Well, thinking about it in a mature way, it should be fine if the person I marry is no longer a virgin. I mean, fine, I should be able to accept him even if he'd been with other people before he got with me, but the thing I won't be able to accept is, if he starts to think it's okay to simply do what he did to them to me. I don't want to be compared or judged that way. I want things to just flow naturally, when we're both ready. Because denying his past would also be denying the present him. He wouldn't be the person I met and knew if he didn't have those experiences, no matter how small the impact they made were. So yeah, kinda drifted from the topic, but I just understand how others would think the ML's disgusting for regularly having sex with his ex girlfriend before he got together with MC. It's the main reason why I preferred to avoid the playboy or casanova type of ML, even when I know that "he's gonna change and stick only to the MC once he realizes how much he loves her" yada yada yada. I know a lot of people would find that sweet because of the "Oh my, I can't believe he's choosing me over all these women, even though they're more beautiful, smarter, sexier, or kinder than me!" mentality. Oh well, can't help it though. Even with a serious and loving ML, it wouldn't be strange if he shared such an intimate act with the person he loved before being with the MC. The bottomline is, I think it's fine to have done whatever with other people before meeting your current partner. What's not fine is if you continue to do that despite already being together with your SO. I blabbed a bit. Ugh

start: 09/08/20 up: 09/08/20 ~ ch 14.5