The main story is really special and well written to me. It's not a special story or anything, but we're discovering the story with the seme's mind, not really niew but not common neiter (well the question is not really seme's mind but the strong one, the hard head). And above all, it's the first time I read a yaoi where I [[SEE]] the behavior of a character who's falling in love changes (We see Astuki changes right before our eyes, well it's Ryouji eyes and his mind and so on)
AAAANNNNDD, Ryouji is fckg CANON. Yeah it's super important.
I would have liked to see them fuck hard (sorry for the primative mind and such way to speak)!! Mmmh, they're not like they would "fuck hard", it's too much, AH! I know, more like "rock their body all night", sometimes lovely make it with such sweetness (like their first), and rock really hard and a little naugty times to times XD
Yeah, so I was saying, I mean, Ryouji would be a really good seme, I don't see him idiotly hard or dirty talking to Atsuki but more like just he would be really skilled, attentive and *high concentrate* (like he does for the kiss) in bed, so the way they fuck would be REALLY HOT AND EXCITING and not just naughty because it's like "you say no but you want it in here, huh?" (too common perhaps it's becoming boring, maybe I just read too much). And yeah, like Yamima said, Ryouji looks like he got stamina, and because the fragile but horny Astuki (well maybe not HORNY but he sure loves sex because he's always looking for someone) has anemia problem, they will do it like they were always in heat and Atsuki will often faint (there will be a realistic reason here, not like in some other manga's I've read, I have the impression it's happening all the time, it's not normal to faint so easily... on the other side, I can understand it if it's while a rape, but weirdly I've never have the chance to read a yaoi where a uke faint because of a rough rape), so yeah this couple could be so hot... Yeah. I know. I really want a next tome. (FUCK YEAH I DID IT, don't really need to read the following part)
Oh I have a hard time to explain my point of view, duh.
Mmmh, well you see, we're in Ryouji's mind who observes Astuki, his reactions, his weird behavior, and Ryouji says to himself that he doesn't understand, he's imagining other problems, he's totally wrong and so on. And, this exceptional way of writing, I immediately understood and noticied.
See, thanks to all these yaoi's we read before, where we were often in uke's mind; WE, we can understand what's happening here; WE, we recognize right away what's doing Astuki, that he's like that because he's falling with Ryouji for real/all over again.
And then, when we see Ryouji getting upset because he's worrying for Atsuki, or when he's arguing with him because he doesn't understand what's going on and get the wrong idea about the problem... Well while I was reading these moments, I clearly remembered other yaoi's with the same problem and situation but the other way: I remember the same situation but in uke's mind, and you're like "where the seme's gone find this kind of reason? Well it's cute, he's worrying so much for the uke, his head is all messed up, so cute ^w^" and the uke is kind of like "WTF are you saying?! It's not that I will say you the real reason, and yes I'm confessing right now". [Do you still follow?]
AND THERE you realize and go "it's so special, here for the first time I followed the seme's reasoning all way, and I saw the behavior of the one falling in love changes"
... In reality it's not a question of "seme or uke's mind", maybe more a question of "the one in love and the one who's falling in love"... no it's not really that either... Uuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhh... "the sensible one and the other one's mind"? No... "the strong headed one and the other"? "the iniciator of the love problem and the one questioning himself"?... I'm fucking lost in my reasoning...
AH, I know! All this is confusing because usually, when the one who has to accept the other one's feelings is a uke, he will first refuse and be scared and it takes time, when it's a seme, he'll rapidly think the uke is cute and jump him all of a sudden.
AND HERE, Atsuki, the uke, is directily falling in love with Ryouji, he realizes and confess rapidly while the seme, Ryouji, is not sure what to do and is slow for realize anything, wether it's about him or Atsuki. ... ... urgh...
I'm tired, too bothersome to re-do, I will just re-start from the beginnig and change it by adding something between "common neiter." and "Oh I have a hard time to explain".
Love Diver