Stay At Home For Several Days

My comfort characters/people aren't 'normal'. My comfort characters are usually a random old man in the background of a random anime or someone like saitama (from one punch man) or nendo (from the disastrous life of saiki k). And when I stalk a social media account it is Either Karen hausman, callum gray or bigbagofpotates. When i stalk their accounts for some reason it brings me a lot of happiness.(they're all tiktokers) I think im the only one like this （/TДT)/

You know, when I left the house today I was thinking "Damn, I really hope some hot chick paints my brains all over some fucking hallway." And here we are. I mean really, just absolutely destroy me. I'm talkin' full on, watermelon in the thighs level carnage. And I want it to scare the shit outta me.