I will always regret on my actions and filled my head with “what if” I had done the right thing. Lately I been stalking my ex social.. it’s quite pathetic. There’s part of me that wish he would reach out to me, I wish someone would snap me out of it reply
Sometimes before i go to bed, i always think about my loved ones dying when i grow up and to think about that makes me cry a lot. There's also times where i think about my past a lot and how i shouldn't have been the way i was. It's pretty hard to forgive and forget when you can't even forgive yourself. When that happens, i try to watch a video or ...... reply
I believe, i am convinced that either I am going to be murdered by a bullet, or brutally stabbed to death.
2. I am going to go with my family wishes and married a guy. He is going to turn out to be abusive and he is going to kill me by strangling me.
3. This is my ideal one. I drink myself to death cuz I have a addictive, obsessive personality and...... 1 reply
Is there a line for how sadistic someone can be? Like if they enjoy murdering and torturing animals. Does that still count as sadistic or is that just evil. Cuz technically a Sadist person enjoys inflicting pain. Perhaps there is no limit. I just wonder why some people are considered sadistic while others are considered evil when all and all they b...... 1 reply
When you're lying awake at night, all you can think about is ways you could have done something differently lmao. at night, i'll flip through all my memories of the day and internally cringe and the things i've said and done during the day. and you have to live with the fact that YOU'VE ALREADY FUCKED THINGS UP AND THERE'S NO GOING BACK EXCEPT TO W...... 1 reply
I attempted suicide but failed so I always think that "What if I really did died back then will people be sad?will they mourn for me?" Because when my friends knew that I cut and overdosed myself they didn't care they didn't asked whats wrong with me and why I did that they just made fun of me . What always gets me is that I have this one friend at...... 4 reply
