Talk To Yourself

I am ONE minor inconvenience from ending it all today like I feel so physically angry because how are you going to ask me how to do something then you PROCEED TO FUCK IT UP!? THEN WONDER WHY IT DOESN'T WORK? THEN KEEP SAYING IT SHOULD!? especially when it's my money that you just used and wasted because you didn't want to listen then try to do it your own way when I'm not around and waste my fucking money? I'm so pissed off rn if that wasn't already clear but I'm actually so mad I want to break his fucking controller but I paid for it for his birthday so that would just be more money wasted