Talk To Yourself

i was thinking about it by i mean 'thinking' just thinking. No hard feelings..

So i was thinking about when would be the right time to die cause either it would be today, tommorow, next year or the next decade but my brain is just having some logical thought about when would be the right time to die. So first of all i ask myself if what would u like to die?I wanna die a quick and painless death. Would someone care if u die?Technically yes. If u did die would u be happy?Depends on the situation. before u die what would u like to be?Well nothing in particular. Is my answer to those questions but i know there are more question lurking in the back of my head. So as u can see i dont have the will to kill myself and I know death is a really cruel, it take something precious to us, and it just never gives it back. Even some of us think death is the only way to escape this hell called reality. Some of us lived in a different environments, just like people living on the streets and people living on mansions or even as a normal person living across the street. But this planet is really big but compared to the sun the earth is quite small but the sun is only a medium size star and Theres even more bigger star than the sun just like UY Scuti, a hypergiant with a radius around 1,700 times larger than the sun. To estimate we humans are just a small speck of dust in the universe but i doesnt stop us on thinking and discovering things in this little planet.

So what i meants was when would the best time to kill yourself...? just share ur thoughts...

What year, when did you start watching anime?
Me- 2014