Finish the bachelor degrees, then get PhD, then do fieldwork (hopefully). And hopefully get to move to a new country. If fieldwork doesn't work out, then work as a professor. reply
Yeah, I feel that a lot. As you grow up, people only point out what you're doing wrong and never say anything about what you do right. At least that's what it seems like from my experience. Sometimes I feel like I just want to float in nothingness but then I fear I'd miss feeling something and would regret it my decision. What I fear most is the un...... reply
I mean, I'm still depressed, but once you have reasonable-enough goals (both long and short term), you should feel a little better. I have felt that way before, but I learned it's not worth it to end it all. I'm sure at least one person would care if you died. Nobody will truly understand anybody else so don't think too hard about that. You need pe...... reply
If my medical path doesn't work out, I'm becoming a carpenter. All I really want are 2 cats (or raccoon), one hedgehog, and a dog. Maybe I'll whore around for a while if I don't find love in enough time? Nothing really I'll just be a regular citizen. Ohh but I might travel so that's one more thing. reply
Have u ever felt that u aren’t understood and that people always act like they know u when they really know nothing about u? That no one would know or care if u died or disappeared? That anyone that loved or cared about u would either only get hurt or is stupid for caring about u? That there’s just nothing that’s holding u here yet u can’t seem to leave? That u wanna break that u wanna leave and just relax and just breathe free and just disappear for a bit or forever? Feel free to get anything that is weighing u down out here and just let it out.