Penpals

Is tgere anyone doing their best to maintain a good relationship but only getting shit?
I'm currently having problems with my sis my roommate my classmate my cousins and my supposed best rriend through facebook i can't see that's my fault cause i was really nice but sometimes i can't take it so i told them nicely i swear i nvr screamed or anything that this is hurting me or this is making me uncomfortable then they got angry and blamed me saying i only think of myself i'm selfish and no one will ever be my friend or close to me or even love me i tried seeing myself if i was wrong or anything i even consulted other ppl asking if i was wrong i eould apologize but if i'm nit why would i take this from everyone i seriously thought something is off with me since i'm the one fighting with everyone but when i see through details i can't find why is it my fault ( T﹏T )

Are you all tired of having the same ol' yaoi troupe of smal uke and tall top? Well, I made a discord to insure that I can meet new friends and give u what you need?? I would seriously love to have internet friends that can share my own interests especially with this being so rare in the yaoi community. It can even be just friends chilling about yaoi (but big bottoms and short tops are the prime thing) if you're interested and still reading (LMFAO) this is it:
https://discord.gg/tzubG4V

I remade it so it's better than ever! Be one of the first OGs there! I'll be waiting for your beautiful selves!