In my side, i never wished to have a dick but i admit, i wanna be an uke...... When i see the seme and uke making love or just being together so lovey-dovey (cause their chemistry is too strong, can't take it).... I wish i was the one whose the seme is in love with or i have a hot guy who became my boyfriend to mess me up just like what i have read...... 2 reply
You're not alone, girl xDDD! It happens to me sometimes, when I read some hard and hot yaoi. I'm like "damn, I want to try it for once, for see how it feels have one between my legs" LOLOLOL. (⌒▽⌒;) 3 reply
The first detailed yaoi scene (づ￣ ³￣)づ I read was from view finder and I only read it because my friend told me not too. At first I was frozen, then I franticly deleted all my history followed by me slamming my laptop and running out of my room. I spent the rest of the day staring into space and when I went to school the next day I yelled ...... 1 reply
It was... very conflicting. It was and still is a very complicated situation but it shouldn't have happened. Not with him. I've had a lot of trouble sorting out where I stand on the issue emotionally, it's kind of just a mass of guilt. How do you come to terms with the fact that your first kiss went to your sister's boyfriend of 5 years? It would t...... reply
I would say yes it is weird. If you desire to become a man for the sole purpose of having gay sex, then I would say your priorities are skewed. You should also take into consideration that a lot more goes into anal sex than yaoi manga implies. Anal sex also carries more health risks than vaginal sex. It sounds more like you fetishize gay men which ...... 3 reply
The first anime I watched was death note tjat if you don't count those passerby animes that I occasionally watched on the TV when I was a kid, and the manga monochrome factor xD I remember that I totally loved the manga more than the anime xD 1 reply
Nope it's not strange. Multiple times have I imagined myself as a certain male character to be with another certain male character. Just the bliss of imagination. ヾ(☆▽☆) 1 reply
It's totally normal to feel that way, I'm a girl too so I know what you're going through. I think the feeling is called "Dick Envy" and it happens a lot of the time I read, watch, or listen to anything yaoi. 4 reply
