Mine would probably be the Enzai visual novel. I bought it off of Ebay when I was 11 or 12 and played through it. I was a little shocked, but it didn't effect me too much. Then I started reading non-con fanfiction, more explicit yaoi, (I remember my mom finding a doujin I had one day and she literally told my dad it was rape porn. I was so embarras...... reply
psyche delico write some dark and kinky and scary stuff too lol
ido gihou has a lighter aura but quite disturbung and controversial themes
asada nemui come close to paraiso's sickness but in wider themes
i'd like some recommendations about some sicks author with nice art if you have lol 1 reply
The first one was Yajirushi by Harada. I thought it was soo messed up because like after all the fluffy cute yaoi i ve read.. it was an amazing change though. I liked it so much that i instantly looked up Harada's other works. Now Harada is my favorite bl author 2 reply
My first "kinky and twisted" Manga was actually a doujinshi - one that I read without thinking, because even to this day, I don't even know the fandom.
Well, you could say I probably read a lot of kinky and twisted stuff - but I normally wouldn't even notice. I don't know, but it's always others that tell me something like that - maybe it's because...... reply
My first anime was Jigoku sensei nube, followed by Sailor Moon, Kochikame, One Piece, Detective Conan and Ojamajo doremi. It was aired on tv when i was 7. And My first manga was JunRoma (yaoi~>3 reply
For me, there is no such thing as "favorite" ship. I ship all the ships, even the ships that are unshippable or those that cost for shipping and handling.
Lol, to be honest, there's so many ships, I'd sink to the bottom of the sea before I'm able to name them all. They're all mostly yaoi ships though, so I don't mind too much about drowning. 8 reply
There's no such thing as a first kiss; your parents already took it. ;)
Lol, in all honesty, my first genuine kiss on the lips was with my little nephew, who kissed me goodbye. It was cute and caught me by surprise. Course he kinda slobbered a bit, but still...xD
But the first kiss I've ever initiated was back in fourth grade, where my first "boy...... 4 reply
Not exactly an anime series (animated film), but Spirited Away was an all-time favorite movie of mine I watched as a kid. I could watch countless times and lose myself in its magic. That, and Grave of the Fireflies were one of the few first things that opened the door to the anime/manga world. I eventually became my cousin's anime and manga lackey,...... 1 reply
Oh gawd, where to begin...
I guess I was both embarrassed and disgusted. Embarrassed by the fact I was meddling with things I shouldn't have as an adolescent 12-13 year old...not sure if disgusted should be used, but more in the sense of a "shocked" kind of way, like you would steer clear away from something. (I can never steer away from yaoi now t...... 6 reply
