9 years old. It was through a Drarry (or Sasunaru ? I can't remember, it was 13 years ago) fanfiction involving a chicken. Kinda traumatising tbh and I barely understood what was going on. But that's how it all started. 1 reply
oh well , actually he suddenly surprised and forced me , and it was a deep kiss and because I was scared and busy pushing him away I don't really remember it (︶︿︶)＝凸 I'm really sad because of that .It was the first and last kiss I think.
well that was years ago , even though he says that he still loves me and wants a relationship with ...... reply
I read it to escape the harshness in mind, really. I was hurt as a kid by a guy, and seeing guys in manhuas get hurt made me feel overpowered in a way. I know, it's weird, but it's true. It started off as a way of me getting rid of pent up anger towards them, and instead it flamed into me "enjoying it" in a good way. And, there's an even bigger pl...... reply
Well lot of people say "you have to try to overcome it" but to me, is ok to "not be ok", that is life, I always say that no matter how hard or miserable my life is as long as I get to feel happy one hour per day, or even just 5 minutes per day I will be able to live every day of my life being happy, not the whole day but it still count as every day...... reply
Escaping doesn't help.. You have to deal with it. I been there, felt it, the feeling of emptiness. I remember that day, I bought a plane ticket to go backpacking alone. It help me a lot.i don't know if it'll help you. But going on a trip alone might help. reply
I know it’s harder to feel things when you’re like that, but you just have to keep going. That feeling passes. For me, it can take weeks or months but eventually it’ll go away.
I like to distract myself the best I can in my spare time. Fanfiction, anime, books, manga. Usually shoujo or yaoi, occasionally yuri. Any of that cute shit’ll do. ...... reply
Hmmm,I don't know if it's not feeling good but most days I just feel flat. Like the air in my tire is completely gone. It's kinda suffocating with air still inside of you.
Yes, I read to escape or maybe to heal. Recovery is not really a thing that is attainable for me. I only must survive long enough for life to mean something more than it actuall...... reply
Who is feeling, say... Not good, negative or even depressed? And are you reading Manga to escape that feeling, or to find your answer? No? What helps you best to recover? Yes? Which ones helped/do you expect to help (genres, storyline or even specific manga/Anime)?
