Can I Vent It Out

Hey, so I was wondering if anyone would like to start a yaoi server with me...I made one and it was good for like 2 weeks but then it started getting really dry, and the bot always showed that people were leaving, and eventually it would just say people were leaving the server without chats being between it, and it was embarrassing as fuck so I deleted that shit anyway if anyone would be up to start a server with me, please put your discord below and if I could get more than one person that would be great I'll be totally cooperative and we can all make a lil team... xoxo

So school has been stressing me the fuck out to the point where I just snapped and started not to care. I couldn't do anything even if I wanted to and my motivation just completely vanished. Recently, I finally broke down and I think that helped cause I'm doing better compared to before (my motivation level is still dangerously low but I get things done now).