Well first of all, you are not abnormal. What you are saying is what i felt most of the time in my life. (and i still feel like this) I did learn that it comes (in my case) from me being a "borderliner" and after i got into Hospital care (specialized) it got better. Because you learn what Emotion you feel, why you are feeling it and how you can han...... 1 reply
it annoys me when my family compares me to my cousins like sorry I'm not a fucking smart ass. Like they all act like they're fucking perfect like bitch I know the real side of my cousins that yall dont know about. But chile I aint no snitch 1 reply
never being able to go to a school's friend house
finding an excuse why you can't go out to tell your friends instead of telling them my mom didn't want to
when it's 4 am, you're still awake and hear footsteps so you pretend you were asleep i could go on and on chile reply
ngl i do too but it doesn't rlly bother me since it makes sense that I question what I feel and why I feel it- maybe I'm just fucked up but meh idk
but why does it bother you?? do u not just like,,, sit and wonder why u felt a certain way or did or didn't do something??? ig I do a lot of self-assessment but I just figured everyone did it- maybe th...... 1 reply
I’m kinda scared and confused not gonna lie
[Question]
03 09,2020
I’m kinda scared and confused rn does anyone else feel like their emotions aren’t theirs and think about why they felt an emotion after feeling it? I got hurt and against my will I shouted and said open,open,open,plz my hand was stuck between the car door and the car so it shut on my hand. Then spent days thinking about why I felt pain why I said that. Anything that I feel irl makes me so confused I don’t know why I feel that emotion unless it’s the internet then I understand oh I cried cause they died and I liked that character or seeing them in pain and crying cause someone died makes me sad. But irl I cry cause someone yelled at me I want to be angry I want to hate them and I do but I cry and I don’t understand why I want to be angry I want to shout at them to shut up but I can’t. When the door shut on my hand I wonder why I didn’t just yank my hand back? Why didn’t I hit them when they yelled at me blaming me for something that I didn’t do. Does anyone else feel this? Or just me?
