i feel so awkward;;
[Question]
26 11,2020
i use to be all about yaoi honestly if it wasnt yaoi i wasnt that interested but theres been a shift in the waves and now its the other way around with me only reading shoujo! ; - ; i guess i wanted a cute highschool romance instead of being slapped in the face by cute guys having sex every other page... i do read yaoi like once in a bluemoon but now i feel so out of place seeing everyone talk about yaoi since this site is literally a whole ass yaoi cult on its own.. TT anyone else going thru this?
this isnt a bl tho but ill still put it here
[Experience]
22 11,2020
U ok? I suggest going to the hospital as quick as possible. I understand you could get in trouble but you should go before it get's any worse. Tell your parents, or an older person over 18 that you trust and feel like they would generally not judge you and go get yourself checked out.
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lmao go to the doctor what will the doctor do, they're not gonna kill you wtf reply
I just dont know what to do now :(( I wont be too graphic but I've been worried about it since its fucking grey and ever since I was 11 (5+ years ago) I've put stuff up there, (which were always markers) and I think i've now intoxicated my thing or something now.... And not only from how it looks, also now it really hurts... Something new is that when I pee its really painful, feels like a cut or something and i'm too scared to go to a gynecologist since they might think im crazy or are gonna tell on my mom....... I can't stop self pleasuring either, I know its bad but it's just distressing to me and now im wondering if im in pain or if the color of it is because of that ://
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[Experience]
19 11,2020
ALways, everyday, everyvnight & every year. reply
