What The Heck Is Wrong With Me

So, in school or even at home, sometimes I feel annoyed at a person. And this person may be doing something annoying, but the instances I'm talking about is when they aren't really doing anything annoying. They're just talking. Does anyone else relate to that? I really want to know what's going on with me. I felt this way since I was young, but I usually try to keep it to myself since I don't want to be a bitch.

I'm a nearsighted person so its kinda hard to see from afar. So there are alot of instances where I mistake someone for someone else and at that moment I just want to bang my head into the wall. The most memorable one was when I was looking for a friend and I saw someone who looks awfully lot like her. So I fvcking shouted the name of my friend lmao and then I walked towards that person. i started to notice it wasn't her.
I was like 'oh shit. Wtf do I do' I continued walking towards but as I was going near I pretended like nothing happened lmao and continued yelling her name as if I was looking for her. (atleast I didn't confront that person tho if that happens my shame will eat me alive unhhhh ). honestly I just wanna die every single fvcking time(┳Д┳)