Thank you everybody for sharing your mind. I have not replied quick as I was afraid that the comments were not as I would expect. But it was the other way around.
I've learned so much from all of your comments, from boundaries to respect. I appreciate all of you who took their time.
I love all of you, and have a great day! reply
Have you ever thought of making a manga where the relationship development is healthy?
I always thought about that. I wanted to learn everything about drawing a manga, because I want everybody to know what's a healthy relationship.
I hate seeing rape, incest, sexual assault, and other unthinkable things in a manga. I always read the comments to see how good or bad a manga is, and what elements does a manga have to make it bad or good.
Even though a character in a manga is just a fictional one, they also deserve to know what a healthy love is.
P.S. I have so much stories just lying on my notes app, and honestly, I can't wait to share them once I become a manga artist.
After all I've been through with my friend, I decided to cut ties with her.
When I first met her, she was the jolly girl I knew and saw. We kind of became friends, but as time passes you can see her real skin peeling off.
She was your typical rebel kid, and she was dependent on me most of the time. Some of her homeworks, her projects, listening to her family problems, to also make her score higher on real exams (requiring cheating). I've done so much for her, and I can't even expect one thing from her back.
When I confonted her about this matter, she cussed me. "F*** you. I am not dependent on you and ***** (My other friend)." F*** me? She continued to say any cuss words, which is ironic as she was of religion. I tried to ignore her messages until she calmed down. But I was too furious.
The next day I ignored her.
Then months later, we're still ignoring each other. I don't have any more best friend.
Everyday, I regretted my actions. "Should I have understand her position? Should I apologize? Should I this Should I that?"
This thought is eating me alive everyday.
(I am currently writing an apology letter, but I'm scared for the result. I am thinking of not sending it until summer break. I can't face her.)