Ive had psychological issues and i tend to isolate myself(really bad problem of mine) Rather than facing the problem i left my friend hanging. And yes i always do that when we had arguments or when there's problems in general. She is important to me however i feel like my defense mechanism hurts her. I mean who likes being left?
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i just starting try to listen to japanese songs for some learning reasons, but now it's really one of my favorite genre of music. my favs are daoko (rap but not just that), oomori seiko (weird and a queen as well, she's the composer and one of the members in the idol group ZOC, which i like it), haru nemuri (art and screams), reol, super dragon (bo...... 1 reply
I just got into it like half a year ago (I was into BTS and the likes before i discovered it). I was so impressed by how different it sounds from the other type of genres im used to. Not only it sounds catchy, but the lyrics are so amazing and touching most of the time (yes, just most of the time. you will also find lyrics that are just batshit crazy). It's like discovering a new world. The first one i discovered was "dramaturgy" by eve. I discovered it from a minecraft noteblock video on youtube LOL. I thought it sounds catchy so i looked up the original song and i got into it since then. Then i discovered popular composers like MARETU, kikuo, wowaka, DECO*27, kairiki bear and more underrated composers. Also utaites like miyashita yuu and mafumafu. Utaites also make original songs so i listen to that too. Back then, i was still skeptical about the whole virtual idol like hatsune miku (i just simply didnt enjoy how they sound). But after a while, their robotlike voice just grows on me and i eventually got into vocaloid and utauloid lol (I watched their concerts on youtube and got so excited when they perform a song i knew ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ). And yeah, thats about how i got into the whole japanese music thingy. I dont really know how to define this whole genre, is it jpop? Jrock? I'll just call it japanese music for now :""""
Whoa, thats quite a long essay i wrote there lol. I doubt anyone will read that but anyways, anyone want to recommend me some good songs?? For reference, i like stuff by MARETU and kikuo (▰˘◡˘▰). Or just post something about the artists/composers that you like!
My sister got pregnant at a young age so everyone expecting me to follow her to be pregnant at the same age every reunion asking me "do you have a boyfriend" "don't get pregnant you are your parents future" and the worst "are you Virgin" WTF WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT MY VAGINA THATS WHY I HATE RELATIVES. 1 reply
Hmm I am mom of 3 and wife to great hubby. I rather stay home with just my family yet i put on front and walk out the door being out is both mentally and physically tiring when i have to be in crowds or have a lot to do so much so that it can sometimes make it hard for me to go out again for couple days reply
I don't quite remember the details but I think I started around the age of 11 and one of the first ones I've read was Jackass!. I guess I'm pretty perverted myself since I quickly got into reading kinkier and more fucked up bl stuff and to even go as far as to listen to drama cds. I don't think I was shocked but I did blush every time I read or lis...... reply
I was always scolded by my parents and they would always tell me I'm useless, I'm a piece of trash and such. I didn't have any genuine friends I can rant to at that time. So thoughts like k-wording myself or my family always appear on my mind. Now, I'm very thankful that back then I did not do any stupid things because I didn't have the guts to do ...... 1 reply
I was bullied a lot when I was a kid and every day I go back home expecting my father to scold me for being useless and beat me up. I had no genuine friends back then and even if I did, I wouldn't have had the guts to tell them about how I was feeling because I don't want to bother them with my personal issues. So I was pushing all of those anger a...... reply
