About Myself

hi i identify as a bi girl but my moms biphobia and my internalized biphobia always make me think i'm actually not and i'm like lying to myself and everyone, like it's acceptable for anyone else who identifies this way but it's unacceptable for myself,,,, i have no older gay people i can talk about this with i literally have no idea who to ask or where to go but this has been on my mind for months and i just want to know if someone else feels this way too or something))):