Please Help Im Dying

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I don't really know if i'm suicidical or not, but there was one time when i thought 'how if i'm dead by tommorow'. Suprisingly i didn't feel scared nor sad, i just felt relieved. Like all my problems have been lifted, since then i begin to wonder if live is just too troublesome to live or not. Also when something stressing happen to me, i just star......   reply

Yeah like I don't wanna die but I just want to stop existing   1 reply

I’m not scared of dying it’s just I don’t want to feel pain   reply

yeah but pain is scary and i hate it   1 reply

kind of but it's more of how long it'll take until i die, cus when you're in pain 1 second feels like a whole year ya know?? i wouldnt care about what would happen after death cus it kinda pointless but honestly it's just that little moment during death where the pain occurs thats scary to me   reply

idk at this point its all i think about i decided that after i failed for the second time that i’d try to get help but yk it just didn’t pan out. i’m not scared anymore, i used to be but like it’s a good thing you are because once you get to the point where you’re no longer afraid it’s really hard to come back i’d say get help now   1 reply