Welp i always keep thinking suicidal thoughts like jumping in the bulding and more the reason why i do this cause i have anxiety latley and i have actually have a bad childhood and it keeps traumatizing me and i have been not doing my school works and im afraid of my parents that i failed and maybe killing myself was the best option but i dont want...... 1 reply
every single one of my dreams, without fail, have killed me off, guess my subconsciousness is taking revenge for all my OCs with tragic backstories reply
i wanna go to Japan, its always been a lifelong dream of mine to see the sakura blossoms at least once or see the snow then id probably go to Korea to get the autograph of a buncha different kpop idols and groups cuz my friends would kill to get one of those so i might as well give it to them and that would probably take 2 days off my countdown so ...... reply
go see my boyfriend, buy a farm and two dogs, buy him a house he can maintain and pay for and put a fuckton of money in savings for him. id also reconnect with my dad and just let him know im doing ok. i'd paint something and write a song. reply
