I get excited about death as well, what's so sad about somebody's pain being taken away, what's so wrong about them finally being able to be free from judgment? I finally get to see for myself where the spirits go. like I WANT to kill myself I do. the only thing stopping me. is my dream to AT LEAST video call a kpop idol. (▰˘◡˘▰) reply
im not scared of dying, im more scared of the idea of it like what would it feel like? would i just close my eyes and it ends there? what happens then? once my heart stops beating and my brain shuts off, what happens to me? like my consciousness its hard to explain its like what do i feel? does it feel like sleeping except i never wake up? 1 reply
I am the same. I am not scared of death and would prefer it more than life. The bus I was sitting on almost crashed, and some minutes after I thought it wouldn't be bad if it just crashed.
For me, it's alright if I die, but not by my own hands. I want to die in an accident or when I get old. ¯_( '-' )_/¯ reply
I mean I had a dream once that I died and became a ghost watching over my family... Actually got me so sad when I woke up because noone could see or hear me in it reply