My best friend and I drifted apart and she found a new best friend and they used to act very sus so I used to spread rumors that they were gay. Sneaking around and reading their diaries and everything . Just very petty and homophobic in general. To add context I went to an all girls catholic school and it was just really normal and internalized to ...... reply
-having a crush on that one kid who's tryna act "cool" ugh i hate myself
-trying to act cute and shy/ trying to impress my crush ¬_¬
-trying to act cool
-trying to make friends/get along with everyone
-being edgy
-crying in a public pool (pls, i literally drowned myself in a swimming contest)
-getting friendly with guys (they're dicks. small ones...... reply