Still A Virgin

im a simp. i accepted that a long time ago. i find anime/manga characters, kpop idols, models, etc. attractive. i would even lick their shoes for them. BUT I COULD NEVER DO THAT FOR REAL LIFE PEOPLE. i even find kissing and sex kinda gross. like imagine a rod of skin, meat, and years of not being washed is gross to me. dont even talk to me about musty white boy dick. even a bussy is kinda gross to me. im just going to sleep on this and wonder what happened to my most basic humanly functions to turn out this way.