Ehem so i don't really know. It is true that i Have a real low self confidence, but I'm also kind of selfish.
And it's not like I Don't get a little anxious being in a relationship but honestly i think the main reason beside it being a hassle for me is that I just can't even tolerate myself. reply
So I am not exactly looking for a person.
I want someone who I could talk with and hug them but I don't want to hear their problems or been hug back but then again human contact scares me.
I want to try having sex but reproductive organs are disgusting to me and been naked in a dark room with somebody is scary.
I think I have gender dysphoria but d...... reply
