If I had a do-over... I guess I really regret not putting more effort into my studies and being so mean to the only person who really mattered to me but these days though, rather than a do-over I'd rather not exist hahaha. Living is painful. 1 reply
The first thing that came to mind was that Barbra Streisand song "The Way we Were" but seriously if I had a do over I'd spend more time with my grandparents. I'd go out with Nana and eat the foam from her coffee and drink milkshakes. I'd go to the beach with Nana and Grandpa to collect shells. I'd wake up Grandpa and say goodbye that last day inste...... reply
bit older but saame. sometimes im sad abt it, sometimes i don't mind. Don't rush into things tho, only worse than being alone is being with the wrong person. Also my friends have bfs and that makes me feel lonely too, but you shouldn't worry abt it, you're so young and it's never too late :) reply
no-- but honestly, i really wouldn't call that as dying 'alone' because i've met people before i die who helped me create my life. i also wouldn't call it as dying 'alone' because i already know that i'm not alone to begin with. reply
Kind of. Death seems scary sometimes and sometimes i'm not afraid of it. But i'd feel much safer if someone was beside me when i die. the process could be scary and going through it alone could be much scarier. reply
Everything. My life has gone down a not bad, but unwanted path. I have made some decisions that could've been answered better.
A specific time? Year 4 (10). I was warming up to being considered a "big kid" and my whole persona changed in the making. It resulted in some over bearing expectations of myself an others.
what you could learn from me:
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I would've invested in Amazon stock and become a fucking millionaire so I didn't have to stack fucking monster truck tires all damn day for a living lol. 2 reply
I'm not afraid of dying or dying alone. However, I am afraid of dying in a freak accident. Like a semi truck totals my car and squishes me underneath. I'm fucking terrified of that 0-0
Final Destination-type deaths and being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Shit is scary to think about. I think this is why I have social anxiety and slight ag...... 1 reply
If this included birth too, first thing to pop to my mind was; being born as the opposite sex (because of my gender dysphoria). Of course, there are others things I'd ''like'' to change or things that I regret, that I had control over.
But then it got me thinking... would it really be that great?
Unless I got to keep my current mind; all the lesson...... 1 reply