Oh boy, here we go.
i've been feeling like shit for the past few months but i distract myself by reading/talking to people, probably why i'm active here. Recently tho, i haven't been online on my social media, which is basically the only way i could vent to people i'm close to.
My insecurities are piling up, exams are upcoming, but i'm not doing ...... 2 reply
i dont know how to explain how i feel about my friend. i would do anything for them, yet i wouldnt. i feel jealous about them playing with other people, but i also dont. reply
Im way too much overthinking about my future and I stress over small things since it feels like im wasting time. But even I dont know whether doing something for my future is better than having fun. Well I still chose the latter obviously since Im here, in mangago.
Also I want to learn a lot of things but I always lose my will, like everytime Im i...... 2 reply
i want a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever pronoun they go by, but i really HATE people. how tf do i find a significant other for relations without having to deal with them?? 1 reply
Confession:
(Small)
I read as much wholesome shoujou as I do hardcore Yaoi smut. It may even pale in comparison.
(Medium)
Years ago, I broke my babysitter’s antique porcelain doll and forced her to stay quiet about it to my parents.
(Bomb)
I stash my empty medication bottles, so my family won’t find them, instead of throwing them away, in cas...... reply
tbh i actually hate myself a lot and there are times i want to kill myself
i have disappointed a lot of people around me and i wish i could turn back time
i had a crush on a person for three fuckn years but i could never bring myself to confess because of my low self-esteem and the fact that i couldn't even tell my friends because i knew they woul...... 2 reply
