Social anxiety fucks. Ordering food in a counter terrifies me, meeting my friends’ friends terrifies me. Meeting other people terrifies me. Even walking in a crowded place terrifies me. I envy my friends, they can go socialize wherever they want, unlike me who locks herself in her room doing nothing but asks myself how the fck am I scared on soci...... reply
tbh I used to have major social anxiety and still suffer from fragments of it occasionally coming down to visit lol, nevertheless I got used to big groups of friends and talking to people I don't know casually because of my moms condition, I had to get adapted to making her phone call appointments with doctors, running around a hospital to find pla...... 1 reply
8 months ago, my friends started ignoring me, till now. I was never a social person, but my friends gave me the smallest ounce of confidence. Now, 8 months from then I've been alone. There's specific people that treat me well, because they've realised this. But, whenever we have a conversation, it's extremely one-sided. I can't reply to jokes, and ...... 3 reply
