I always search this up actually,there was just no painless suicide method.Everything looks like it'll hurt. Let's say jumping off a building,it seems like an instant death but the journey of when you're falling down and the thoughts in your head is ugh.... I'd say the most instant kill is shooting yourself. No few seconds suffering like hanging,dr...... reply
My biggest insecurity is my speech. I have lisp and this made me super anxious and conscious whenever I talk. I have low self-esteem and tend to overthink how people see me after I talk in front of them. Because of this, I feel like my freedom of speech has been taken away from me.
My body also is one of my insecurities, I have big hip and legs, ...... 4 reply
My body, my lips, my skin (eye bags), my hair. I wish I had straight hair but I have an ugly curly mess. I just wish I had more European features tbh :”( reply
-asking for help. its mainly because ive solve and do things on my own (it started when I was 8-9), and I'm afraid that asking for help would make ppl look down on me.
-my personality is another one, its too weird for other ppl to comprehend. this was one of the reasons why i wanted to commit suicide.. (but the crisis line i called changed that)....... 1 reply
ok so in one comment section, i lied abt how my school was peaceful. my highschool was known to be racist and offensive to the LGBT ppl. my highschool knows this and they try to keep everything a minimum/get rid of the racist and homophobic shit (although its a very Christian school). the incidents i know are:
1. my bisexual asian friend being cal...... 1 reply
A really bad insecurity of mine would be that i like girls its just that when i came out to few people nearly all of them responded with EWWW THATS GROSS or saying its weird or something because of this i feel grossed out by myself for liking them and how they look before all this i thought it was normal to like girls but then i saw hoe people reac...... 1 reply