Hey dude please contact mental health helpline of your state, talk to someone who could professionally give you help. I hope shit gets better for you in the future reply
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i cannot stress this enough, its 100% okay to not know what to do at the moment, its perfectly fine to struggle in school if you're not mentally there and stable enough to process that information, and...... 2 reply
I want to tell you things will get better but tbh I don't know if they will, what I do know is that we're on a floating rock in space and that things will change whether we like it or not lol so for now why not focus on yourself do things and wear things that make you feel good about yourself become someone who isn't ashamed of liking someone why n...... reply
Hey, things sound overwhelming for you and you seem to be very hard on yourself. It’s ok to struggle with things at times, it’s just hard to read how you don’t give yourself a chance or any softness. Getting into a good headspace can be super tough and it’s good to see you reach out here (there are lots of really nice people on this site) b...... reply