Hey, things sound overwhelming for you and you seem to be very hard on yourself. It’s ok to struggle with things at times, it’s just hard to read how you don’t give yourself a chance or any softness. Getting into a good headspace can be super tough and it’s good to see you reach out here (there are lots of really nice people on this site) b...... reply
Hi, hello? Hugs?
There's nothing I can really help with but keep your chin up, drink some water, eat something, think good thoughts. It's not good to dwell on sad things.
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You what bestie, honestly same. But I thought to myself if not now, when will i change then? I already left so much regrets in the past, literally so much that im willing to trade my life and soul just to rewind back to the past and change my future which the current me is in a horrible state and a mess. But, we can only move forward and rewind tim...... reply
Hello. It's okay to feel like this, it's a super depressing time we're in with COVID and all. You are NOT a horrible person. I also struggle holding a conversation sometimes, and I am not close to my family (outside my immediate one). It's heartbreaking to see how much you hate yourself, because I've been there as well. Everyone is beautiful includ...... reply