Have An Unpopular Opinion

I just turned 22 this January. When i read mangas the idea they give off about having sex is really beautiful & pretty but when i think of it in real i find it really disgusting. I feel really insecure about my body cuz its really different what movies & mangas show the " beautiful body" type. Im scared of men in real . i see men nothing but cheating machines or horny 24/7 . Men that see nothing but to satisfy themselves. In mangas mls see feelings beyond the sex. It terrifies me that I'll never to able to get that intimacy with feelings. Its really hard for someone who has terrible trust issues , crippling anxiety & insecurities. Y'all can share your experiences if you don't mind.

It has come to my attention, that some people get scammed when buying anime products and instead of getting what they think is an official item, they end up buying a remade knockoff version.
So I would just like to share the few OFFICIAL anime merch websites. :3
(If the product says "Pre- order" that means they are currently in production and they won't ship them out till all purchases are made // if the product says "In- stock" that means the items are finished and ready to be shipped)
Hopefully this helped and if you know of any more pls do comment <3

https://www.goodsmileus.com/ https://otakumode.com/
https://solarisjapan.com/ https://store.crunchyroll.com/
https://www.dekaianime.com/store/ https://www.kotous.com/
https://www.play-asia.com/ https://www.viz.com/
https://www.sublimemanga.com/ https://www.harum.io/collections/books

(I noticed ppl were buying fake nendos from *enshiy.store on inta and *mazon)

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