I was a hardcore kpop fan. Yall know whats coming next. I was so cringy calling some idols my husband gawd kill me!!! I even wrote awful fanfics. I was getting teased bcz i listened to some "gay chinese/ girly chinese men" by some classmates. Now they are the one who fawn over these kpop idols. I get stroke every time i remember how down bad i was ...... 4 reply
I don't read a lot of fanfics, and I can't even remember the last time I did read one, but I do remember it was a Levi x Erwin fanfic. Forgot what it was called, but it was just about them reincarnation into the modern world, finding each other, and ending up together
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Weird thing is I was misogynistic but liked girls (didn't find out until 2 years ago) Like, bro, pick a side damn Omg, there was also the phase of liking nothing but BL. I didn't realize it was wrong until about 2 years ago, too.
Anyways, it was SO embarrassing 'cause the shit I would say online was horrendous. Like, mf calm down reply
People can judge me hard for this, and you should, but I went through the typical "I'm different from other girls because I'm into other stuff and not into the so called girly stuff" phase....
I deeply regret it and I can inform y'all with clarity I'm currently very much a girl's girl.
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