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about scary
This guy scares me more than any horror story... https://www.theguardian.com/society/2024/feb/03/andrew-tate-symptom-not-problem-why-young-men-turning-against-feminism Saw the above article randomly. Apparently this asshole named Andrew Tate is a TikTok influencer who promotes misogyny. There are many guys who agree with his views. Uh... too scar......   reply
03 02,2024
I had heard some random rumors online before that in some Asian countries like China, S Korea and Japan, the audiences are up in arms about the new Disney version of the Little Mermaid because she's black. They call her things like "burnt fish" and a lot of derogatory stuff. I read Korean web novels on booktoki because I get impatient with the fan ......   3 reply
23 01,2024
Hmm, it has to be a pic from Stuck In My Sister's Dating Sim, ch 1. The sister is f*cking hilarious, her reaction is basically every person who ever simped for a celebrity or 2-D character ever.   reply
18 11,2023
Sigh, today is yet another day where I feel fucking sorry for the LGBTQ hoes and bros in China... There's LITERALLY 14 MILLION STRAIGHT WOMEN MARRIED TO GAY MEN IN CHINA due to their family pressures and extremely toxic social situation. https://www.dazeddigital.com/artsandculture/article/35487/1/how-china-censors-gay-lgbt-film Wtf is up with Chi......   7 reply
18 10,2023
Some thoughts on that BL trope (it's used frequently in both shounen ai and yaoi) of not being able to get out of bed due to sex. Newflash, it's not necessarily true IRL, seems to depend on each gay person... this opinion is just based on some shit I read on a gay subreddit here https://www.reddit.com/r/askgaybros/comments/h8s8ck/questions_about_se......   3 reply
07 10,2023

magicmau5's answer ( All 19 )

Two historical xuanhuan danmei novels: Sha Po Lang (Stars of Chaos) by the brilliant BL author Priest (same author of Guardian, The Ultimate Blue Seal, etc) who is famous for creating dramatic BL with some angst. The novel has an official English adaptation that you can buy on like Amazon, and censored live action drama in China which is probably ......   2 reply
24 01,2024
I can recommend a few novels, only one I can think of has a manga adaptation but maybe others do as well. Preface this by saying there are a few spoilers in my descriptions, but not really serious... Well, I wrote descriptions that are too long, bad habit of mine. Maybe it will help you avoid something that is triggering though. "Tensei Shitara S......   1 reply
23 01,2024
In high school, I had a huge crush on the moody bad boy who was my senior and a talented musician... This guy was something of a prodigy, that kind of genius character people like to write stories about, but he was an asshole to every person he met except a few select bandmates. I have no clue what I saw in him at the time, since he was always a HU......   reply
09 10,2023
Not really. I have a method for how I find new things to read, though. I almost always search for something I'm interested by tag, whether it's on this website, for webnovels on novelupdates, or for Western BL/other genres on goodreads. Every site has a different method of search by user-created tags, but it's pretty easy once you bookmark the page......   reply
07 10,2023
If you want to hear a sad toilet issue story... I love to run, especially cross country/in the wilderness, because it's good for building muscle etc and not as fucking boring as a treadmill. Once I was practicing for a half marathon, out in the asscrack of nowhere, and I got the runs because I tried out a new type of that athlete goo food that is d......   1 reply
07 10,2023

magicmau5's question ( All 15 )

I have:
Haikyuu, the whole Karasuno lineup in one figure
MDZS, both main characters, separate figures
Hitorijime My Hero, both main characters together
Saezuru, both main characters separately and one of them together (these figurines are too goddamn sexy, I love them....)

I like buying otaku type merch but I don't exactly collect them. My biggest haul of merch is from the AoT fandom, with all sorts of merch types like t-shirts, drink coasters stylized with the 4 shields, keychains, chibi titans (titans are adorable!), stickers, you name it. My fave merch is a one-of-a-kind coffee mug from Etsy which is stylized after the original Starbucks green and white logo. The main figure is a badass Mikasa and the logo says "Attack on Titan Coffee" instead of "Starbucks Coffee" lmao. If I buy merch, I order them from a variety of places like Redbubble, Etsy, Amazon, Ebay, and AliExpress.

I would upload pics but it would be too embarrassing ( ̄∇ ̄")
07 09,2023
about writing
I love the author Jorge Luis Borges. He seemed to write about stuff like he was on acid, but what he wrote always turned out to be mind-boggling and lyrical in ways that challenge a reader's conceptions of reality. I always wish an artist would adapt one of his insane stories to a manga or better yet, a webtoon with full color pages...

Borges once wrote about a man called Samuel Taylor Coleridge, who had a daydream in 1797 on a summer day in a farm town near the British town of Exmoor. He'd just begun to read a non-fiction history book, when he fell asleep almost immediately. The section he'd read just before nodding off described a man from ancient Persia called Kubla Khan. Kubla Khan was an Ottoman Emperor made famous in the West by Marco Polo (who traveled from Europe to Asia between 1271 to 1295 AD). In Samuel's dream, the words on the pages of his book began to sprout and grow like a living thing. Asleep, he saw realistic, vivid images of Kubla Khan's magnificent palace along with words describing them. After a couple of hours, he woke up and was completely, utterly sure that in his dream he'd created an extraordinary, detailed 300-line poem called "Kubla Khan" (persumably Kubla was an important character in Samuel's dream - this is important!). He tried to write the poem down, but his smartphone buzzedd with a tweet (lol that part's not true). While he was writing, someone interrupted him, and when he tried to finish writing down the poem, all he had left were vague images that made only 50 lines but were nonetheless very beautiful. He called it "Kubla Khan; or, A Vision in a Dream: A Fragment."

Now let's talk about what's in the poem, Kubla Khan and his palace, who was a very real person. Years after Samuel lived, translators discovered some information about Kubla that Samuel had never known, and nobody in Europe could have known until the early 19th century. Kubla (remember, he was a real person) had done something strange, that makes sense to me but may scare you. You're about to hear something like a ghost story, except these ghosts lived and probably are still out there, doing something strange in someone else's dream (or dreams), as if they themselves are unceasing poems that will continue to hop from person to person until the end of time (please god, do not let t be like Being John Malcovich).

Remember I just said that Samuel dreamed of Kubla (who lived in the late 13th century) and he wrote his dream-poem in 1797 AD (the late 18th century). That was published in 1816 AD (the 19th century). Then, about 2 decades after he published Kubla Khan, Europeans got a hold of the translation of an ancient Persian book called Compendium of Histories by Rashid al-Din. The Compendium of (Persian) Histories was published in the 14th century (1300-1400 AD). There are only small bits of the Compendium left, but there is a certain line written by a descendant of Kublai (the Persian spelling of Kubla), Ghazan Mahmud. It reads, "East of Shang-tu, Kublai Khan built a palace according to a plan he had seen in a dream and retained in his memory." There is absolutely no evidence to show that Samuel could have ever told Ghazan or Rashid to write or publish that. There is also no evidence to show that Kubla and Samuel knew each other.

However, IF one built a palace shown to him in a dream, and his descendant later writes that he actually did it, AND another person made a poem about that palace, including the actual name of that person who dreamed of and built the palace, it makes logical sense to say that at some point Real-Kubla and Real-Samuel did cross paths in perhaps something like Dream-Persia. Now who came back from Dream-Persia -- was it the Dream or Real Kubla, the Dream or Real Samuel? Because, how can one dream of oneself in a dream, without anyone being a counterpart to you in a Dream-Land? Perhaps, Dream and Real Persia are exactly the same, but mirror images of each other?

Basically, the story written by Borges was based on historical fact and uses his creativity to highlight how sometimes dreams can mess with reality. I personally wish I could see a badass webtoon based on this story, in which Samuel meets Kubla in a dream (maybe BL, maybe not hehehe) and Kubla is so impressed by Samuel that he makes some changes to his life in the real world when he wakes up....this is a little like an isekai but not really? Kudos to those who have read the story I'm referring to, I think you can find it in Borges: A Reader but I forget...
06 09,2023
Hi there! It's magicmau5 again. I moderate a LINE group chat focused on makeup, beauty, style, and funny TikToks. We have about 30 members and we're mostly pretty active. Is anyone interested in joining? I honestly am in about 40 or maybe more LINE group chats but this is one of my favorite ones! You can meet people from all over the world and discuss your makeup routine, things you've recently bought or want to buy, solutions to common problems, etc. Here is the group invite link: https://line.me/R/ti/g/QbJ84lkKB-
If you need to use the QR code, send a direct message to me in LINE using my LINE user ID: magicmau5
ヾ(☆▽☆) I look forward to speaking with you!
11 11,2020
Hi! I run a Japanese group chat on LINE and our teacher has left us pretty abruptly...we need someone to replace that person if possible. The teacher is responsible for teaching a beginner class and an intermediate class for an hour each, one day a week but if they can't make it it's fine to reschedule too. Previously due to the limitations of the teacher's computer, we could only do a voice chat style teaching lesson but if the person who next volunteers is capable of it, we could do it on Discord, Zoom, or LINE itself as a shared screen video feed. We are currently discussing the possibility of remuneration for a teacher and have not come to a conclusion yet. Many of the students are minors without jobs and can't afford to pay for lessons.
As a teacher, you don't need a professional qualification, just the desire to share your knowledge of Japanese, and a knowledge of Japanese around the N2 level or so. Although that's not a hard and fast rule either. The only rules we have on the group chat are that we are respectful of each other and don't post explicit stuff like yaoi, yuri, hentai etc because the focus is on learning and not yaoi, yuri or hentai. If that sounds interesting to you, or if you just want to join as a regular member of the group chat, add me on LINE and send me a message, my user ID is: magicmau5
11 11,2020
Hi all, I need friends on Twitter and IG. I have more friends on LINE but I'm always looking for more! I'm interested in BL, some shounen, seinen, and of course anime. My fave anime is Gintama! I also study several foreign languages as a hobby, while my major is in math with a minor in computer science. If you want, we can also add each other on the LingoDeer app.

You can use my usernames on the apps...
Twitter username: magicmau5
Instagram username: mariposa.mnw
LINE user ID: magicmau5
LingoDeer username: magicmau5

Or you can go to the direct link:
https://twitter.com/magicmau5
https://www.instagram.com/mariposa.mnw/
(No direct link for LINE or LingoDeer)

Looking forward to hearing from you!
- magicmau5
11 05,2020

People are doing

did school is stressful

Nah mate i go to school from 10am to 2pm.... igaf activities!!!!!!!

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did made a horrible mistake

coming out to people

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did made a horrible mistake

i saw a person w the same interests as me and my stupid shy ass didnt say hi lets be friends bc i was too scared so i left n i regret it sb

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