Unpopular Opinion

I was planning on going to china for furthering my studies but idk what the reports of everything thats going on china just flat out scares me, and idk how my classmates thought living there was an option, they're literally enforcing modern day slavery with their minority population and now cotton picking in the name of "REEDUCATION", they're exact quotes were " cotton fields present an opportunity to transform the “deep-rooted, lazy thinking” of poor, rural villagers by showing them that “labour is glorious”."
" desire to stay home and “bring up children” is described as an “important cause of poverty” by another propaganda report about the benefits of cotton picking. " What kind of nation thinks like this of its citizens?
anyways for those that wanna read more heres a report https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/extra/nz0g306v8c/china-tainted-cotton
im honestly sicken to my stomach.

just looked at my grades and found out im barely passing. ts mostly just Cs, Ds, and Fs

ive been trying really hard but my deteriorating mental health isnt doing rly good lmao
ik my moms probably gonna yell at me. i dont think id be able to handle it lmao