You should try going to therapy, and try to find the right one for you. I don't think that psychiatrist can help you any further, it's best to learn about your thoughts and actions and learn how to cope with them.
I wish you the best, much love and support from, this stranger :)) (▰˘◡˘▰) reply
You don't have to apologize. I've never exactly had nightmares before, but what I do before I go to bed is to play relaxing classical music. It helps me sleep better and not think so much, if you feel like crying at times just let it out and talk to someone about them, it's not okay to bottle your feelings up.
I hope you'll start to feel better s...... reply
At 5 years old I almost gave a bj to a boy.
I didn't know what was happening back then but we used to sneak into our houses and lock ourselves in my room or his room. (We're neighbors) and strip naked we did nothing but stare (idk cuz my memories are vague). But I remember this specific memory he kept telling me to kiss his pp or touch it. And I w...... 3 reply
All i can say is try to be strong and dont give up. I cant say for sure that ur gonna get better in the future but please have hope. I hope u all the best. reply
Please don't apologize for sharing this, you're not being dramatic. You deserve better than you've been treated and it's amazing that you're willing to share this with others, even if its online and anonymous. You are already taking steps to take care of yourself, rather than bury the feelings, and that's very admirable.
If it's in any way possib...... reply
When I was 2 my mom had a miscarriage so I assumed that all babies died after they were born. She got pregnant again when I was 3 so the whole time I kept singing “baby born baby die”. She obviously got really distressed while hearing me say this so she kept trying to tell me that her child wouldn’t die but I just straight up did not believe ...... 1 reply
My mom caught me watching porn (both lesbian and straight) at the age of 9. We are a religious family. My sister heard it and she didn't talk to me for a few days. But that's all in the past. Well I still remember and cringe hard. There is also a probability that my father heard them talking loudly about it. If he did, shit. reply
I did a looot of drugs growing up and most of my friends know about my ~past~ but what pretty much no one knows is that on Halloween one year my friend and I were wondering around downtown and walking along the docks and these two guys from Montenegro, chilling on their yacht, started talking to us and invited us onto their boat. So we went on and ...... 2 reply
