Uh 6 I think? I started watching porn really yong and just I found out that if I put something between my legs while I watch it would give me a funny feeling (so yeah I pretty much started dry hump my stuffed animals lol and yeah I used to stop before i cummed bcs I thought I was going to pee lollllll) yeah I totally shouldn't expose myself like th...... 6 reply
I kissed a girl an I liked it but then I kissed about I liked it but then I kissed a non-binary I liked it so I am now pansexual and non binary and my family hates me 2 reply
Well...its not exactly "spicy" but... I'm a pastor's daughter, the eldest in fact. I read yaoi and have become quite addicted to it though i know my parents, especially my father would be disappointed if he knew about how I'm not so pure. And everyone at church literally thinks im such an angel like no, im sorry but i probably know a lot more about...... 3 reply
I'm no therapist or psychologist but maybe the reason you're less expressive, aren't as affected by things other people might relatively react strongly to, or can't process certain events is because it's a coping mechanism. Considering all that you're already going through (might even be considered traumatic because it's taking a toll on you physic...... reply
Find the right person to listen just pour it all out it’s not wrong to think like this because I’ve thought like this too so just find the right person that u know u can trust and that ur comfortable with and talk to them. 1 reply
You should try going to therapy, and try to find the right one for you. I don't think that psychiatrist can help you any further, it's best to learn about your thoughts and actions and learn how to cope with them.
I wish you the best, much love and support from, this stranger :)) (▰˘◡˘▰) reply
You don't have to apologize. I've never exactly had nightmares before, but what I do before I go to bed is to play relaxing classical music. It helps me sleep better and not think so much, if you feel like crying at times just let it out and talk to someone about them, it's not okay to bottle your feelings up.
I hope you'll start to feel better s...... reply
At 5 years old I almost gave a bj to a boy.
I didn't know what was happening back then but we used to sneak into our houses and lock ourselves in my room or his room. (We're neighbors) and strip naked we did nothing but stare (idk cuz my memories are vague). But I remember this specific memory he kept telling me to kiss his pp or touch it. And I w...... 3 reply
All i can say is try to be strong and dont give up. I cant say for sure that ur gonna get better in the future but please have hope. I hope u all the best. reply
